Damn, I hate being sick. It sucks ass. Big, sweaty, hairy, donkey ass. I can't breathe deeply without coughing. I can't feed my dogs without getting winded. I can't clean, cook, do my laundry, stop my sisters from bickering....ugh. Death is preferable to weakness. I had to use an inhaler (the things for asthmatic people). I haven't used one since I was 7! Eleven years of breathing free brought down by some bug or other. Ugh! I can't even laugh or sing along to music!!

I know I sound whiny, I know I don't have it so bad, so don't tell me. I'VE GOT IT. I am merely complaining to myself in writing, so I don't have to hear the sound of my own discomfort.

On the bright side, I actually felt hungry today. That's the first time in 5 days! Hooray for nasty blue cough syrups and deadly antibiotics!

Hate to be repetitive, but Jesus! These people suck! They thought Secret Life was BETTER? Why?! I guess they think we like it when a bunch of kids- CHILDREN, barely past freggin' puberty- pretend they are adults. Literally, the call themselves men and women. 14/15 years olds prancing around, pounding their chests and popping out kids. WHY in the name of all creation would we want to watch a bunch of FRESHMEN parading around and 'acting like the big kids'?

Don't get me wrong, Kyle XY wasn't the best show on this or any network- far from it. The show had some flaws. But to choose Secret Life over Kyle? It makes me wonder what the execs were smoking, you know? These were probably guys who encouraged the Family Guy cancellation, or the death of Angel. Imagine the conversation in their offices the day they decided the fate of this show.

"Hm," said the retards, "you know, we have two shows on now that play to the same fanbase. We should fix it. Which one is scoring higher right now? The one with the big seasonal ending? Okay, cancel the other. We don't CARE if it has stronger fans who will stop watching this network entirely if it goes! Let 'em leave! People will like the one we're saving better in the long run because they will relate to the practically pre-pubescent pregnancies!"

okay, im turning 18 on the 8th, so lets see, divide by pi, carry the one...about 29 days now!! and like 200 till grad.....

*sigh* crap, hurry up peter, take me to neverland before its too late!!!

DAWN WILL BE BREAKING IN 3 DAYS 6 HOURS 47 MINUTES AND 1 SECOND!!!! Yay! I am sooo freaking excited it is pathetic. Hm, now should I go to the stupid B&N party and be surrounded by a bunch of squealing girls? ...I think not.

hehe, i just had my annual hellish dream! every year for the past few i've had interesting little dreams where people i know get sent to hell. i've been spared so far....but only because someone in hell doesn't want me there..

*giggles*

crazy?! i think NOT!!

edit: remember botanist and the beast!